Carolina Lugo remembers everything before the moment that changed
her life at 17.
It was a rainy evening on a Los Angeles freeway as her brother
drove her to a Hollywood dance studio for flamenco rehearsal. In a
flash, a commercial bus slammed into their light blue Chevy Malibu.
From there, Lugo can recall what happened only from hospital and
police reports: She suffered the brunt of the impact and had to be
extricated from the car. "I have to go dance," she mumbled as she
was pulled from the wreckage.
"I have to go dance."
By midnight, she was in a coma.
Her brother, Miguel Acu–a Jr., suffered minor cuts and was able
to walk away from the accident. But Lugo, who was the lead dancer
for the professional Los Angeles flamenco group, Lola Montes and her
Spanish Dancers, had a 50-50 chance of survival, doctors told her
family.
Her parents and siblings feared the worst for Lugo. She was
facing death and might not live to see daylight, much less dance,
her No. 1 love. But two weeks later, she opened her eyes.
Lugo still had a long road to recovery: the right side of her
body was crushed, part of her face had to be reconstructed, her
teeth were replaced with implants, and her right arm was so severely
damaged that doctors scheduled an amputation.
"I wasn't going to let them take my arm," said Lugo, who was
hospitalized for two months. "My mother insisted that I practice the
castanets."
Lugo worked to regain her strength and overcome her physical
challenges. Her now-deceased parents, Miguel Acu–a Sr. and Dora
Lugo, were by her side. It was supposed to be a year of recovery.
"I don't take anything for granted," said Lugo, who has scars on
her right arm and legs from the accident. "It's important for people
to use the talent they have. I'm not a religious fanatic, but I
believe in God. He put me here for a reason. He taught me not to
waste what I was meant to do."
Today, Lugo, who is in her mid-40s, still has emotional scars
from the accident but doesn't dwell on them. Instead, her focus lies
on flamenco and keeping the dance tradition alive.
Lugo will share her life's work with audiences tonight and
tomorrow at the Dean Lesher Regional Center for Arts in Walnut
Creek. She is the principal dancer in "Olas de Ritmo," or "Waves of
Rhythm," which also showcases a dozen artists from her nonprofit
Brisas De Espa–a Flamenco Dance Company.
Gypsies, or Roma,from Andalusia in southern Spain are believed to
have started flamenco. Influences came from Middle Eastern, North
African and Sephardic Jewish cultures. The first reported flamenco
performance was recorded in the 1770s.
During rehearsal last week at the Dance Connection Performing
Arts Center in Concord, black ruffled dresses flipped and slithered
around the dancers' bodies as they stepped forward, then backward
and spun with tightly controlled movements. The dancers' arms moved
continuously to make a sequence of patterns in the air, while the
music pulsated during "Bolero," the show's closing number.
To honor the final number, Lugo set out to perform it as close as
possible to the original by gradually introducing the instruments
during the 13-minute- long piece. The climactic end wraps with the
flamenco guitar, violin, oboe and percussion coming together as one.
It is a sound that becomes louder as it moves forward.
"Bolero" will be performed by the company. Amid the sounds of the
instruments, members of the company aid the dancer's movements by
clapping in specific beats. The women wear long black dresses with
fishtail trains. The men wear simpler attire: black pants and short
vestlike coats.
During a break, Lugo stepped out of the studio, but kept track of
everyone via glass partitions, including her daughter, Carolina
Acu–a, 20. At the concert, Acu–a will perform "Farucca," a dance
that originated in Spain and is typically performed by a man
courting a woman.
Minutes later in rehearsal, Marcos Salcedo gave a commanding
performance to "Sole‡," a song exploring pain, suffering and loss.
In midconversation, Lugo's eyes began to well up.
"I'm sorry," she said wiping the tears away. "This song is so
dear to my heart. It reminds me of my parents."
Lugo was born in Loma Linda in San Bernardino County. One of her
first flamenco teachers was Edwardo Cansino,actress Rita Hayworth's
father. Cansino gave Lugo free classes because she couldn't afford
them. Other teachers would later also give her scholarships, which
is why Lugo helps young people who want to dance.
Lugo sees her life as a culmination of triumphs despite having
gone through some rough times. Flamenco taps into her emotions.
"By nature she's passionate," said Rich Tonkin, her husband.
"Flamenco is passionate. It's almost like a possession of the soul.
When you see Carolina dance, it's really like a window to her soul
and who she really is."
While raising her three children, Luco performed less often,
still dancing professionally, but mostly as a soloist. In 1985, she
became a single parent when her eight-year marriage ended in
divorce. Flamenco took a hiatus.
Three years later, Lugo met Tonkin, then a vocational
rehabilitation counselor, and they married in 1989. Tonkin
encouraged Lugo to continue pursuing flamenco - he was willing to
help her re-establish her roots in the dance she loved.
In the early 1990s, Tonkin and Lugo, who live in Pleasant Hill,
had gone to see Rosa Montoya's "Bailes Flamencos" in San Francisco.
During the show, Lugo turned to Tonkin and told him that by the next
year, she was going to be on that stage.
"The night I saw Rosa Montoya's company, I sat there crying,"
Lugo said. "I knew I had to dance again. My soul was lost without
dancing. My husband looked at me and said, ÔI believe in you.' I was
determined."
Eager to return to flamenco, Lugo started attending dance classes
taught by Montoya two weeks later. Lugo was was invited to join the
company within six months.
Lugo danced with Montoya for five years, attending rehearsal
nearly every day after work and on weekends.
Lugo worked for Montoya even after she started her own company,
the only flamenco dance company in Contra Costa County.
"I adored her," Lugo said of Montoya. "I have nothing but respect
for her. I was like a sponge, absorbing everything."
Eventually, Lugo needed to spend more time with her company and
left Montoya's troupe. Since the mid-'90s, Lugo has spent much of
her time working with the mission to preserve flamenco and give
audiences a taste of Spain. By day, she works as an insurance
consultant; Tonkin is a middle school teacher.
Each year Lugo and her company perform in about 30 concerts and
shows. In January, they performed with singer Michael Bolton and
teamed up with the Los Angeles Philharmonic.
Lugo also mentors students, provides scholarships and plans each
season with Tonkin, who is also her manager. Tonkin helps Lugo with
grant writing, fund-raising, public relations, videotaping and cooks
pasta for the performers.
At the concert, among the dancers performing are Roberto Zamora,
Jorge Licega, Sergio Aguirreand Marco Salcedo, a retired
bullfighter.
"Bullfighting and flamenco are linked," said Salcedo, who was
drenched in sweat after a two-hour rehearsal. "It all comes from the
same place. It's very connected. The dance, the music and everything
else comes together."
Salcedo's dance mirrors the courage of a matador and reflects
grace, fire and passion for truth. Audiences will be able to see
some of the attire he wore as a bullfighter.
As show time approaches, Lugo and her company work more than 80
hours a week in the Concord studio. It's not unusual for them to
rehearse past midnight.
"I want to be able to leave a legacy behind," Lugo said. "This
company is part of that. My life's work is here. I've worked very
hard for all this."
Onstage
Carolina Lugo's Brisas de Espana Flamenco Dance Company performs
"Waves of Rhythm" at 8 p.m. today and tomorrow at the Dean Lesher
Regional Center for the Arts, 1601 Civic Drive, Walnut Creek. $34
adults, $26 children ages 12 and younger. For tickets, call (925)
943-7469.
Carolina Lugo teaches dance Mondays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and
Saturdays. For classes, schedules or information, call (925)
939-7850.
E-mail Justino Aguila at jaguila@sfchronicle.com
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